by
Reverend Marcia Howland
The sandstone foundation rectangles of our farm house in
north central Oklahoma
displayed imprints of shells and other fossils. They reminded me of the ancient
story of Noah and the great flood. Our driveway was marked by two of those
great stones. My sister and I used to stand on them and take turns playing all
the roles of going to church – the pastor, the musicians, the ushers,
congregational singing, and praying. Others surrounded a perpetually weeded
flower garden near the house.
Those stones, possibly formed by that great flood, provided
some of my early quest toward significant faith, primarily led by my deeply
religious mother. In fact, my left little finger, mashed between two of them
are a constant reminder. A limited rock collection includes an Indian pestle,
rose rocks, cave rock, coral, tiger eye, turquoise, amber, polished beach
rocks, petrified wood, a round river rock, and my diamond ring. They are
different shapes, a variety of colors, categorized for particular utility or
beauty.
Historically, rocks have signified holy places. My spiritual
rock collection includes five. The first is providential summons calling for my
attention, not to be ignored. It is the
invitation to discover who and what is sacred.
Second is spiritual practice. To “dig” with discretion means
searching to find those treasures which fill a space reserved for divinity. There
is nothing more exhilarating than discovering a “holy find.”
Third, the struggles are not mythological rocks like devils
and dragons. They may present as depressed futility, strained relationships, greed,
disease, violence, narcissism, malevolence, or poverty. Supernatural patient persistence
leads us through, over, or around the rock piles as we search for spiritual
treasure.
Fourth, the “find” is the treasured sanctum. Personal
encounters in our spiritual rock hunting provide sense of peace with our past, solidarity
for the present, and anticipation for the future. To be embraced by deity fills
life with meaning and change us forever.
Fifth, having been changed by the special embraces of deity,
we return to the real work of life in a different mode of love, faith, and hope
which speak to us of the eternal.
A personal spiritual journey need not fossilize into sandstone.
It is like searching for and finding any other treasure. It takes desire,
proper tools, and energetic effort. Faith care is the ultimate search for
significance.
Resource: The Five Stages of the Soul, Harry
R. Moody and David Carroll